Author: alysiamm

A house party, Lola is sobbing in the corner, someone has the code to denote our home, I heard it whispered in and out of your zones, It’s already been concieved, we can not abort, you ask her “can we write what has already been written?” The sacrificial goat is hard to hug, If you…

Shopping List  Blueberries on the shopping lists  Stained lips,  I threw my fruits into the blue sky,  oceans eyes cry clockwise in may,  Looking to the September moon to see the writing counter the wiser woman  Oh how did it get so dark in oaky brown eyes,  Adios 1994 your Dad didn’t know how to…

I know how to cry in the dark,  when the sun goes down,  As the time passes my waterfall keeps crashing with the sun showing out,  I tried to descend up to it alone  And now that I set a fire,  All I feel is the edge of a cliff where you reside,  Maybe I…

 you’re glowing they said Did you dance in the rainstorm again,   She smiles as if she knows it’s already been set to the tune of June,  You look smaller they whisper,  And she’s tired of explaining that’s the cost of surviving,  A sign of her past of being a wallflower has long since been torn…

Her rocking chair  Feet touch the ground  And the chairs back and forth reminds me, I’m here The birds say hi  Light brown skin glistens  And I await for peace and hope to wash over the future, to not worry about everything, I wonder how nice it’ll be to feel like my body belongs to…

In the morning my window shows the Unruptured sunrise outlining the borders of the sky. My skin tickles awake with sprinkles of the suns kisses, my body stretches reaching for more warmth.  I thought I died in the darkness but I gave it away and forgiveness gave light to the moon.  each day I lay…

“Alysia as a girl’s name is of Greek origin, and the meaning of Alysia is “entrancing”. Originally of Old Greek origin, the name Monique is mainly used in French. The name means ‘wise’, ‘warm’ and ‘single’. Spanish: topographic name from the plural of moral ‘mulberry tree‘. Lola is a feminine name of Spanish origin, meaning…

Looking down  Or  Looking up?  I still wanna jump until I feel something.  Spending time for money for a quick dose of endorphins and self loathing the clutch of capitalism that’s exacerbating this mess.  Shattered glass  I’ve listened to every song to try and piece together some sort of self reflection but I’m left looking out…

To Dad, I wish I could see clearly who you were and who you are now. I miss who you were, and i miss living my life

We arrive upon the shore with pines laced between our handsYou turn leaves to name treesAn unrequited gestureAnd when the trees winds don’t call your nameReciprocity will failI watch your songs play here when the worlds weight feels lonely and unsung.It’s how I know I’ve been here beforeBecause when I want to run instead I…